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    I often reflected and thought about writing again here about these random things that I wanted to express. I ignored those times a lot and now I have decided to do it. So.. what happened?

    I got a new job, moved to another city, got married, and had a baby. All in less than three years. Wow! In a blink of an eye, I've got all the things that I dreamed of when I was younger. It was a bit funny because many years ago, there came a time when I told myself that I was no longer interested in settling down because I wanted to do a lot of things in my life like working overseas, traveling around the world, meeting new people, and a lot more! Welp! Little did I know, my soon-to-be-daughter at that time was probably laughing from heaven while saying "I'm coming in in a few years, mama! We'll do all those things with  you!" 😂

    Looking back, I could say that I've left a lot of people behind. I left my city.. and I even left myself, my past self. I can remember what I was back then but I couldn't immerse myself in those times. I remember when I struggled with my first job, struggled with relationships, struggled with money, etc. I seldom asked for help because I didn't want to be a burden. I guess I am still the same but this time, I made some changes. I often tell myself to "let go and let God." 

    Recently, my husband and I joined a fellowship for the couples. It's a group that consists of couples who support and encourage each other while getting to know and getting closer to God. Since we joined this fellowship, we are slowly letting God into our lives. Unlike before, we didn't really have a mutual relationship toward God. This might sound like a testimony but I am really grateful and we became a part of this fellowship. I hope I can write more about my new work and my family. We'll see.

    'Til next time! 🫰
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    Leaves will soon grow from the bareness of trees And all will be alright in time From waves overgrown come the calmest of seas And all will be alright in time Wounds of the past will eventually heal And all will be alright in time 'Cause all of this comes with a love that is real I said all will be alright in time I said all will be alright in time I said all will be alright in time
    All will be alright in time Ohh, you never really love someone until You learn to forgive You learn to forgive Learn to forgive..
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    “I love you completely, and you loved me the same.. The rest is confetti.” - Nell Crain
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    "The sun itself sees not until heaven clears."
    - William Shakespeare, 148 sonnet


    I was watching The Prince and Me last night and the female protagonist, Paige, was seeking help from the male protagonist, Eddie, for her Shakespeare class. Paige was asking for the interpretation of Sonnet 148 and fortunately, Eddie knew about it (I guess the royals are obliged to learn all kinds of literature) and my favorite part was when he explained the quote above.

    He said, the word "sun" could mean the actual sun or it can mean light. But then "light" can mean knowledge or reason and in this case, it means reason, while "heaven" may refer to the pearly gates, or it could mean a state of being like being happy or in love. When Paige read the lines again, she came to an understanding. She said, it means that love blinds you, and when you're in love, you can't think reasonably. 

    Personally, I was really touched by those lines because it is somehow true. Many people might disagree but it's understandable because not all of us use their heart and not all of us have ever actually loved. Love blinds us in many ways. We ignore their physical appearance, their economic status, their race, their language, their belief, and so on. We even ignore their shortcomings. Instead, we focus on the good things and the better things that are to come. I have also read somewhere that love is not blind, but rather, it sees but it doesn't mind (and it actually has the same context as the saying love is blind). We ignore our brain's ability to judge, our rational thinking, and we end up following the irrational and absurd things that our heart is telling us to do even if we know it's not right.

    But according to the sonnet, when the heaven is clear, when we feel lonely and gloomy or brokenhearted, there comes the sun, the reason, the enlightenment. Until then, we realize that we have been blinded by love.
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    Hello guys! It's been more than a year since the last time I wrote haha!



    Well, I just want to tell you that I'm working on my other blog that contains literary pieces across the country. If you have time, check out my other blog (click here). A lot of things happened this past few years that I am so overwhelmed to share with you guys. Unfortunately, I only have limited time because I have too much on my plate. I hope to update my blog sometime within this year. Thanks for reading! 😃
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